Hi guys,
I know I’ve been quite slack with these posts and I haven’t invested as much time into my mailing list as I should have.
I’m writing this to say this blog is undergoing some major changes.
It’s going to be different from now on as I can’t maintain what I was already doing. My last posts were talking about how I failed and I was attempting to pivot. I am very limited as to what I can do as my situation is terrible but I will not let my unforeseen circumstances get in the way.
I’ve had some extremely personal issues recently that have forced me to see life from a different perspective.
Either way.
The show must go on!
I will understand if any of you unsubscribe.
I mean I didn’t deliver what I set to do with this blog yet so… yeah,
but for anyone still here with me well…
I’m not quitting. Muahaha but with that said,
Do I know what the future of this blog will be? The answer is I have no idea. All I know is that I have so many words that need to be said.
Like heavyweight on my chest and I need to put it all to bed. My problem is, I don’t have anybody to listen.
so maybe I might use this blog as…
maybe like a type of therapy. I don’t know yet.
Either way I gotta leave my legacy some way or another.
My kids are relying on me. My bloodline is relying on me. Nothing can stop me. The way this world is, I have no choice but to be successful.
I may have lost a few battles but I haven’t lost the war!
Where many break down and collapse I am finding a new strength. I could choose to be depressed,
I could choose to be sad,
I could choose to be angry. But the truth is,
I’m not!
All of my pain has turned into fuel. And I have a lot of that. so in a way I’m kinda grateful for my situation. It actually feels like I’ve been chosen for this role by a higher force and I never would of gotten to this point without this happening.
My story is ending and beginning all the same time. I’m actually kinda excited. Each day I’m getting more and more aware and I’m starting to to see things with more clarity.
Things I wouldn’t have noticed previously are now at the forefront of my focus.
I have realised now I am built for this. My entire life has been building me up for this.
I haven’t made it this far just to throw in the towel because it’s got even harder. No!
That’s exactly what stops 99% of men. I will prevail no matter what.
